My favorite sour patch kid is the blue kind 💙 I wish they ma..
My favorite sour patch kid is the blue kind 💙 I wish they made just blue sour patch kid packs
2020-08-20 21:42:48 +0000 UTC View Post
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Alright I'm done with the sappy shit. No more mopey sad Grac..
Alright I'm done with the sappy shit. No more mopey sad Gracie on here anymore! Or at least I'm gonna try super duper hard! I don't need to be sad. ( Well I'm still gonna be sad ) but I have no reason be! I have all you guys here who love me and support me. Why be upset over one fucking person that doesn't care about me as much as you guys show how much you care! Im here for you guys and you guys make me happy ! I love you all! Thanks for being here for me
2020-08-20 20:42:07 +0000 UTC View PostI think I'm going to re-do my hair today too. still in the v..
I think I'm going to re-do my hair today too. still in the vents don't know if I should do the purple again over top and the grain or try the blue and the pink or what I'm worried I'm going to fuck it up again nothing like that like I don't always keep the same colour forever
2020-08-20 20:08:39 +0000 UTC View Postbut enough sappy shit for now. GOOD MORNING my BEAUTIFUL pe..
but enough sappy shit for now. GOOD MORNING my BEAUTIFUL people that actually appreciate and acknowledge my nudity and appreciate me for what I do. THANK YOU to all you guys that do, do that! You are the real MVPs of my serotonin. Just had a bong who know I probably shouldn't because it'sstill so early but fuck it I don't care this is the only thing that numbs my pain so I'm going to eat a granola bar and start cleaning my room because I'm definitely getting it done today
2020-08-20 19:51:46 +0000 UTC View PostI found some website for Canada that does microdosing mushro..
I found some website for Canada that does microdosing mushroom capsules but of course they only do payments through a transfer so I want to try and get some money into my actual bank account so that I can try and see if I can order some I'm just going to order two bottles I think maybe I can do that this weekend and hopefully by next week or the week after they'll show up and I can start those and see if if they even do the slightest bit of help for me I'm going to literally do it all the time everyday 20 better than antidepressants in my opinion I would assume and I've heard nothing but good things about microdosing mushrooms and I literally like show all the fucking time symptoms of somebody that should be doing it so I just want to be better I just want to stop feeling like this all the time
2020-08-20 19:48:24 +0000 UTC View PostI just need to try and get my mind off things and I need to ..
I just need to try and get my mind off things and I need to start being better at stuff like I don't know why I do some of the things I do like I said yesterday I don't know why I do things knowing that it's not going to make me feel any better and it's just going to hurt me more and upset me more and not help whatsoever but I do it anyways sure I don't know why i always try and tell myself it's for assurance a reassurance but like that's the thing it doesn't give me either those so I don't know why I tell myself it does that cuz it doesn't help the situation it doesn't help me feel any better it just adds to the stress that's what I need to learn how to do I need to stop doing these things that make the situation worse and make me feel worse cuz it doesn't make me feel better by looking at something I know it's going to hurt my feelings I do it in return like I feel like my body just wants to hurt itself and put itself in pain and misery and I don't know if that's just trying to let you know strengthen myself but it really isn't qnd like why it's been almost a fucking month and I've been like this like this is ridiculous when am I going to start looking out for myself? When am I going to start taking care of myself instead of just put myself through this pain every day? that's why I tried to say I'm going to just try and maybe watch Disney or something this weekend bring me back to my safe days having no care in the world about the future. I really want September to be a better month for me I really do if I was me on the other side of the fence watching myself go through this I would feel so fucking bad for myself that I know how I feel so I know exactly why I'm going through all this to but I don't know at the same time that's the confusing part I don't know why I even care, why I have feelings for this cuz he don't care or have feelings for me so what the fuck or
2020-08-20 19:46:58 +0000 UTC View PostWell I'm gon a try be be productive today and ACTUALLY get m..
Well I'm gon a try be be productive today and ACTUALLY get my room cleaned and finished. I know I've said that for 3 months but I really wanna set up my new led lights across my ceiling parimater and see what else I need to make my room look good. Maybe if I'm not so broken this weekend I'll be able to make a few odds and ends for content I know I really just need to get that fucking room done cuz that's a big thing that is impacting my depression I literally can't clean or the shit when I'm depressed I just fuckin cant
2020-08-20 19:36:55 +0000 UTC View PostI will forever be the donkey with the carrot suspended from ..
I will forever be the donkey with the carrot suspended from my own halter 🐴🥕😔
2020-08-20 03:47:09 +0000 UTC View PostI'm going to have to get everybody's messages tomorrow I'm s..
I'm going to have to get everybody's messages tomorrow I'm sorry I literally have over a hundred messages to respond to so I'm not going to be able to get to everybody's but I'll be getting all to all of them tomorrow probably going to begoing to bed pretty shortly I'm just hiding at my room I've decided that I think this weekend if I'm going to be alone I think I'm going to have like a Disney + night maybe get some munchies and strain enjoy being alone with Charlie I don't know depends on if I'm alone this weekend
2020-08-20 03:25:14 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for appreciating, commenting, and liking my nudes ..
Thank you for appreciating, commenting, and liking my nudes everyone! It really does mean something when people acknowledge you for posting, or sending them nudes ♥️
2020-08-20 02:34:29 +0000 UTC View PostI'm praying that I'll feel okay by the end of this month so ..
I'm praying that I'll feel okay by the end of this month so I can go into September with a way better go at this then this month ended up
2020-08-20 02:31:03 +0000 UTC View PostI just seriously I always have to laugh at myself cuz I'm ju..
I just seriously I always have to laugh at myself cuz I'm just don't get why can't I just give up why do I constantly continue to hurt myself and always sounds like an idiot cuz I am used to doing the same I always fucking do cause it's all I know how to do. I just wish I had better coping mechanisms or any at all cuz I literally don't have nothing except fucking weed and pulling my hair and to being a fucking psycho which is not a coping mechanism. man I literally shoot myself in the foot every time I post something about how nutty I am
2020-08-20 01:56:02 +0000 UTC View Post
So yesterday I decided to go buy camera as I figure instead ..
So yesterday I decided to go buy camera as I figure instead of just always having cameras on my cell phone I figure it out it's probably time to upgrade to an actual DSLR camera and start experimenting with it to see how well it takes pictures but I probably still end up using my camera on my phone 90% of time just cuz I'm used to it but I got a $650 camera for $120 because I decided to use optimum point!
2020-08-19 19:49:39 +0000 UTC View PostQuite happy with how these turned out
Quite happy with how these turned out
2020-08-19 19:47:58 +0000 UTC View PostI heard that you like the these Raw style pictures
I heard that you like the these Raw style pictures
2020-08-19 19:44:37 +0000 UTC View PostBeen a while since I posted a video. I hope you guys enjoy i..
Been a while since I posted a video. I hope you guys enjoy it
2020-08-19 19:38:08 +0000 UTC View PostI know I'll get more appreciation and acknowledgment from po..
I know I'll get more appreciation and acknowledgment from posting these here instead of sending them to somebody and hoping that they'll say something back..
2020-08-19 19:31:56 +0000 UTC View PostSo I considered getting onto antidepressants but that boat h..
So I considered getting onto antidepressants but that boat has long gone and sailed because I'm not losing my sex drive and my libido from taking antidepressants again. So my next option is to try and see if I can look into microdosing Psilocybin mushroom, as a daily self medication for me. Anyone has any knowledge or information regarding that please hit me up
2020-08-19 19:29:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Did you guys liken my homepage bunny outfit this year's east..
Did you guys liken my homepage bunny outfit this year's easter, with my diy butt plug? 🐰
2020-08-18 23:42:53 +0000 UTC View PostOh don't mind me , Im just sitting here being cute 🥺
Oh don't mind me , Im just sitting here being cute 🥺
2020-08-18 23:33:22 +0000 UTC View PostBeen trying to switch over my new phones ad changed the sim ..
Been trying to switch over my new phones ad changed the sim this last few days trying to remember all my passwords and shit. Just been taking things pretty tough last few days and needed a little time. There's just some things I need to learn how to do to be able to get over and through all this so it doesn't tear me apart and consume, and take over my whole "life"
2020-08-18 23:30:17 +0000 UTC View PostI'm sorry to have another depressing post but I'm just reall..
I'm sorry to have another depressing post but I'm just really fucking down and upset and I feel like I can just be real and open with you guys I know a lot of you guys are here just for the nudes and shit but I know some of you guys do actually care about my feelings . I know I should have expected this I should have known better. I honestly have never been so let down and disappointed ever in my entire life as I am right now I've never been ditched as many times as I have in this last few weeks literally getting fucking ghosted after being talked to and literally after sending a text and then literally just completely ghosted, and also not answering any of my phone calls, but will text me a few minutes after I call so do you think I'm fucking stupid? first off the one time when you told me you were staying over at your friend's house literally two minutes down the street couldn't come home and sleep at home is it an offer to pick you up several times today when you're in another place but literally deny my offer to pick you up and they're not answering any of my calls anytime I call like do you not think I can put two and two together it just makes it look way more suspicious. Bit I'm the fucking idiot. Literally last night was the longest and most he's ever talk to me since I've been back from Jamie's. do you know what the real reason why he only talk to me as much last night was because he was fucking dr.unk. Like literally I just feel like I'm worthless. You know like I've had a shity week shity last few weeks and I just wanted to fucking hangout cuz I literally have nobody else to hang out with you know last night we were getting along great through texts because of course he didnt fucking stay home went and "played PS4 and drink white claws with his buddies" but I wasn't born yesterday guys only drink white claws when there's girls around not a fucking idiot even though I don't drink I'm not fucking stupid. or at least that's what he said I don't believe it whatsoever. Like I said last night was the most that he talked to me in the last 2 weeks and he seemed very eager and excited to hang out with me today they're literally I just put two and two together and figured I was because he was druunk because literally today he hardly talk to me hardly text me ignore my phone calls and told me he was going to be home hours ago and it's already 9. like how do you expect me to be excited and eager to hang out with you now when you literally have ditched me all fucking day and then you're going to come home and all I've literally been doing all day so I can cleaning and excited to actually have some hangout session because literally I haven't hung out and done nothing in like 2 weeks. I was really looking forward to tonight sick and tired of being fucking letdown I'm feeling like I'm literally a worthless piece of fucking shit .. and I may sound crazy but he's using a SIM card attached to my line so in my opinion I feel like I have every right to observe the usage if it's my SIM card not fucking paying for it but of course I think caught on cuz now literally since last night the data are time in messaging usage has not updated so I have a feeling that he l figured it out and I don't know what the fuck he did because he can't log into the account either like is connected to a hotspot or turned on his mobile. Or I don't fucking know then of course I had to say something stupid about his Facebook and then he went fucking privatized to Facebook like all these little fucking things add up and they all just start making more and more sense what the fuk can I do I'm literally stuck here can't move out can't do anything. I just wish I had some fucking friends but I'm literally such an introverted can't even make one for the life of me and I'm way too fucking depressed even attempt to make any right now cuz I've been making friends for the wrong reason. Not even dating this guy and I literally feel so heartbroken guess that's what happens when you get close to your friends and end up living with them. I really don't understand how guys can be so fucking heartless like literally all I've been doing is not stop thinking about all the shit for the last few weeks and he's literally just doesn't even give t-shirts about me I don't know why I can't just looking let it go and just move on but it's hard to move on when you're stuck living in the fucking environment that you're dealing with the stress and. it's no different than being a drug addict it's hard for somebody to quit doing drugs and other people do it around them so it's no different than me living here it's hard for me to stop feeling this way when literally it's the environment a man and I can't move out or do anyting I'm going to say it got super fucking bad to the point that like I literally couldn't take it anymore but I don't have the financial means to be able to do that right now and I just be way more alone than I am now. I'm really sorry for this long sapping depressing post but I feel like I can be real with you guys and if you don't like it just drove past it we're all human we all have emotions reminder seem to affect me a lot more then others. I should have learned from the last two mistakes that I ended up with why do I always do this to myself. I literally feel like such a fucking idiot I wish I never moved here.cand then of course he shows up at home and I say a couple things to him and he's just like all fucking go back there
2020-08-16 04:11:06 +0000 UTC View PostI feel like this year was this one of those you know, whatev..
I feel like this year was this one of those you know, whatever you call it, like a practice go, but it wasn't a great year but I've had a lot of great things come from this year already so far but it's definitely been a stressful year for me and Ive had alot of bad things happen to. I think I just need to battle through the rest of this year and I'm going to come out next year better and badder than ever! I feel like by the end of this year I'm going to have like such a big GLOW up because you know when your heart gets broken and you get robbed of you emtoions and feelings and shit just isn't good and goes bad in your life, you end up making a lot of changes and I'm hoping that I can take some mental notes from this and gain some knowledge from all this shit that's happening to me this year and go into next year with a better outlook and actually have my head on my shoulder properly and get my shit together and actually freaking try and be happy for all year, that would be nice! I just got to think about it if I can't leave the situation I just got to make the best of this situation so obviously I can't change this person and what they do but I can change me you're right but that's just the hardest part because I'm in the biggest battle with myself. I am my own worst enemy
2020-08-15 00:42:00 +0000 UTC View PostI figured I'd help her keep look out on guard duty
I figured I'd help her keep look out on guard duty
2020-08-15 00:02:47 +0000 UTC View PostCan't remember if I've posted these yet, but I really like t..
Can't remember if I've posted these yet, but I really like them alot! I hope you do too☺️
2020-08-14 23:58:55 +0000 UTC View PostI bought this candle back in may & I've never lit it yet but..
I bought this candle back in may & I've never lit it yet but it's always smells so good just with the lid off that I've always wanted to light it but it's just for decoration lol but today I decided to finally light it and it has a lovely hint of peach smell when I walk into my room. I also I bought myself a little bathtub pillow and some candles so when I want to have this done nice relaxing bath I can just light some candles and turn off the lights and just try and relax
2020-08-14 23:57:37 +0000 UTC View PostWell naybe me switching to smoking the oil vapes wasn't the ..
Well naybe me switching to smoking the oil vapes wasn't the best of idea because I've already lost 3 vapes since getting them and every time I lose it I go and buy a new one because it just stresses me out trying to find something so I just go buy a new one if I'm able to but that just means once I find them I'm just going to have extra vapes but literally lost my vape yesterday sometime during the day and I have no idea where I put it and I knew I wasn't going to have the car after so I took advantage and just went and bought a new one in case I couldn't find it and then I lost the charger for one of my other ones the very first vape I bought and they don't just sell Chargers individually so I have like three or four vapes altogether I just don't know where they all are. Now I just need to investigate on where I can get cartidges cheaper then what I'm paying now cause there like 30-60$ a oil cartridge. I love smoking weed but I hate having to go outside all the time and and bust up weed and clean out the bong and a wash it out and resin everywhere and that fucking shit. Been doing it for to many years I just need a break. So once the pot stores finally started selling oil vapes I decided to give it a shot and I've hardly smoke any pot now since I've started using these vapes. I just need to stop fucking losing them I'm forgetting where I'm putting them down and I have to be careful and not drop them because then the fucking cartridge doesn't work lol
2020-08-14 23:44:20 +0000 UTC View Post