I feel like this year was this one of those you know, whatev..
Added 2020-08-15 00:42:00 +0000 UTCI feel like this year was this one of those you know, whatever you call it, like a practice go, but it wasn't a great year but I've had a lot of great things come from this year already so far but it's definitely been a stressful year for me and Ive had alot of bad things happen to. I think I just need to battle through the rest of this year and I'm going to come out next year better and badder than ever! I feel like by the end of this year I'm going to have like such a big GLOW up because you know when your heart gets broken and you get robbed of you emtoions and feelings and shit just isn't good and goes bad in your life, you end up making a lot of changes and I'm hoping that I can take some mental notes from this and gain some knowledge from all this shit that's happening to me this year and go into next year with a better outlook and actually have my head on my shoulder properly and get my shit together and actually freaking try and be happy for all year, that would be nice! I just got to think about it if I can't leave the situation I just got to make the best of this situation so obviously I can't change this person and what they do but I can change me you're right but that's just the hardest part because I'm in the biggest battle with myself. I am my own worst enemy
