Charles loves to watch out the window. Lol she's so protecti..
Charles loves to watch out the window. Lol she's so protective of her house 🏡 🐕
2020-08-14 23:33:08 +0000 UTC View Post
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I even got myself some booberries cause they were only 3$ fo..
I even got myself some booberries cause they were only 3$ for this big bowl so I just had to get them 💙
2020-08-14 23:19:53 +0000 UTC View PostI went and picked up my second phone today so that I can hav..
I went and picked up my second phone today so that I can have a work phone and personal phone. And while I was there, i bought myself a money tree because they are supposed to bring you good luck . The Money Tree is also called the “Good Luck Tree” and is an age-old token of good luck and an invitation to good fortune. It is the most popular plant for "Feng Shui" because it creates positive energy ("Chi" or "Qi"). So I need all luck and good fortune I can get. And well look at it! It's ready so big. It'll be my only alive plant in my room of arrival plants
2020-08-14 22:57:46 +0000 UTC View PostOnce I finally obtain my own vehicle, that's gonna definitel..
Once I finally obtain my own vehicle, that's gonna definitely eliminate so much stress that I've been enduring these last few weeks, but once I finally get a vehicle, i would really like to book and AIR BNB for myself, so that I can have a calming relaxing few nights away from everyone. No people, no animals, just quiet time for Gracie to create some awesome stuff! Sure Jamie's was a nice escape but I was always worried that someone would show up and I was watching Dolly the whole time so it actually wasn't a "break" or "vacation" really. So once I get a car I definitely would like to book a cute little AIR BNB somewhere for a day or two and just make alot of content without anyone getting in my way. And by then, I should be mentally heeled somewhat enough to just tackle the things I would like to do then ! I may end up starting a campaign to help contribute towards the costs of the AIR BNB, cuz I wanna be sure to find something that is super cute and perfect enough for me to make content in for a few day's !
2020-08-14 03:42:05 +0000 UTC View PostI've decided that I'm gonna call and make an appointment for..
I've decided that I'm gonna call and make an appointment for this weekend to get my nails done and a pedicure. I think I deserve it! And then I'm gonna save for the rest of the month and HOPEFULLY by the end of this month be able to buy a car for myself.
2020-08-14 03:31:46 +0000 UTC View PostI'm torn between touching my hair up with the same purple a..
I'm torn between touching my hair up with the same purple and green for one more round and when it fades again try the other colours OR this time try something different and try blue over the green and pink over the purple? 🤔 What do you think ? Should I redo my hair with the same colours again and try different colours next time or try the new colours this time and see how it turns out? Nice thing about demo permanent hair colour is It washes out after so many washes . I'm just in the fence not knowing if I should try the new colours yet or stick to the colours I already have in my hair ? 🤔
2020-08-14 02:08:53 +0000 UTC View PostYou know, I'm actually starting to feel a little bit better!..
You know, I'm actually starting to feel a little bit better! I'm pretty sure a lot of you have been worried and concerned about me and you know I just want to let you know I'm getting through and I'm going to get better and we're ( meaning me and you guys lol ) going to get through this! So happy to have you guys here with me I truly sincerely appreciate all of you ♥️
2020-08-14 01:22:21 +0000 UTC View PostSo it totally never occured to me that my hair looks like co..
So it totally never occured to me that my hair looks like cotton candy! I just seen someone say I have cotton candy hair 🍭! I love it 🥰
2020-08-14 01:06:58 +0000 UTC View PostNice day to bask in the warm sunny rays
Nice day to bask in the warm sunny rays
2020-08-14 00:46:29 +0000 UTC View PostThat a mighty fine view you got there bud ! 🧐
That a mighty fine view you got there bud ! 🧐
2020-08-14 00:45:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Oops well I accidentally spent 150$ at the dollarstore. Lol ..
Oops well I accidentally spent 150$ at the dollarstore. Lol . oh well fuck it I haven't been out in a while and I haven't spent money and I deserve to spend fucking some money on some garbage shit at the dollar store that is going to temporarily make me happy and alleviate my pain time being. 0h! And!!! I got Chinese food to! ☺️
2020-08-13 22:59:39 +0000 UTC View PostPeople only become more of what they are
People only become more of what they are
2020-08-13 22:58:40 +0000 UTC View PostWell surprisingly I had the car dropped off to me this morni..
Well surprisingly I had the car dropped off to me this morning but then a lot of things are said to me that I literally just literally don't believe is already been lied to so I literally don't believe anything anymore what's so ever anyways. But point aside I have the car at least so I think I'm just going to get out of the house and go pick up some groceries for myself since I haven't literally bought any food since I've been back from Jamie's. I have no idea when I'm going to have the car again and I have full expectations of him being gone all weekend and taking the car and I need to accept that I believe that is what's going to happen cuz it probably is man I sound fucking crazy I don't know I'm just going through a lot of shit right now I just need my life to sort out. I really need to start just working on myself too but it's so hard when you're so damaged inside and it's hard to focus on your cell phone literally your brain is scattered. but I'm also going to go pick up some notepads or notebooks whatever you want to call them so I can start like actually getting shut down this weekend for my content ideas written dkwn and computerget on my passwords and emails and whatnot all written down and then write new ones down and get that all done and I think on top of that I'm going to get another notebook just for like me. not have a journal but like I don't know maybe write some things down to have some many goals, like like I said I want to try and get a car by the end of the month then little things like maybe write down get married so I can clean instead of being a depressed mess and not getting anything done. Maybe try and go up whole day without crying I don't know like you know try and have little mini goals and once I accomplish them I can feel actually feel a small sence of happiness if that makes sense?
2020-08-13 21:31:05 +0000 UTC View PostHey at least I can say with confidence I'm going to be beate..
Hey at least I can say with confidence I'm going to be beaten down so much emotionally with all the lies and false promises and disrespect by the end of the weeknd so that means by next week I should be perfectly over this because I'm going to have no feelings anymore because there gonna get washed away and then I'll finally see the light and see the him person I don't wanna waste my time being upset over
2020-08-13 04:40:14 +0000 UTC View PostSometimes all you need is a nice hot shower to help you feel..
Sometimes all you need is a nice hot shower to help you feel a little bit better
2020-08-13 04:16:25 +0000 UTC View Post
So tell me, do you guys actually like my fake tattoos? Or do..
So tell me, do you guys actually like my fake tattoos? Or do you think they are to much ?
2020-08-13 03:33:39 +0000 UTC View PostSorry for my sad mood the last few days, i just want to let ..
Sorry for my sad mood the last few days, i just want to let you know that I will be okay tho ♥️
2020-08-13 03:31:59 +0000 UTC View PostI think this weekend I'm probably going to start getting my ..
I think this weekend I'm probably going to start getting my computer and whatnot setup and transfer over my photos and videos to my new phone since I finally returned that Samsung today that I wasn't happy with the price was ridiculous and the phone was just ridiculous since I returned it and got two phones for the price of that one but my one phone won't be here till Friday I decided to go with a Samsung and a decide to go with an iPhone 11 just because my family all has iPhones and you know they want to FaceTime and what not so I decided I might as well get that as my personal phone and A71 as my work phone and I'm just going to completely factory wipe the Huawei phone and not have a SIM card or anything in it I'm just literally use that for taking pictures since it literally that's the only thing it's fucking good for. so I'm hoping I'll be in the right State of mind this weekend to be able to start doing all that stuff and getting my computer set up so I can actually start selling videos again James eyes and hang this weekend I'm just going to start getting content made again I can't keep staying in this funk forever and im literally not gaining anything FUNimation my feelings are more important so I need to start focussing on myself and not people that don't care about me and just slowly start feeling better
2020-08-13 03:08:00 +0000 UTC View PostI think next week I'm going to try and look into getting a m..
I think next week I'm going to try and look into getting a manicure and a pedicure done I think I just need to pamper myself a little bit. I know a lot of women do that to make themselves feel better, I don't know if that's something that works for me or not, I'm going to try.
2020-08-13 03:05:02 +0000 UTC View PostNot the best of pictures but I had to show you guy! A friend..
Not the best of pictures but I had to show you guy! A friend on here bought me these and they have matching panties ! I love them so much and can't wait to make some content in these when I'm feeling better !
2020-08-13 03:03:17 +0000 UTC View Post
When life wasn't that bad 👍 But I'm slowly starting to come..
When life wasn't that bad 👍 But I'm slowly starting to come out of my funk. Starting to open my eyes just going to take a little time tho
2020-08-13 02:55:40 +0000 UTC View PostI'm higher than giraffe pussy right now 🦒
I'm higher than giraffe pussy right now 🦒
2020-08-13 02:53:00 +0000 UTC View PostWell I finally had access to the car so I took it just so I ..
Well I finally had access to the car so I took it just so I can fucking take a drive but I decided to go to the pot store and buy myself a new vape cartidge because ive smoking the same one and I'm getting kind of sick of it. I don't really like the taste of this one but man it's made me fucking so baked
2020-08-13 02:52:20 +0000 UTC View PostI think another thing I'm struggling with lately is how stra..
I think another thing I'm struggling with lately is how stranded I've felt at home lately since Adam has had the car this whole entire time and isn't staying at home often and working super late so I've literally had no means of transportation the amount of money I've spent on cab fares just to get places is just ridiculous so I think another thing I'm really going to work on this month is saving up everything I get off of here so that I can actually buy a used car off the marketplace or somewhere that I can just go pay cash for one because seriously I need a car by the end of the month and I can't go get one finance try anything I just need to go buy one cash. I think once I have my own vehicle it'll make me feel good because then I'm not cooped up at home all the time and feeling stranded. the car that I had anyways a piece of shit and it's already been turned into his work vehicle so he spent the last five months at home because he hasn't been working cuz it covid and now that he's back to work I literally have not had the car all month and there has been countless days that he hasn't stayed home so I've had no vehicle so I definitely think I need to get a vehicle by the end of the month no matter what I just hope I can save up enough and I hope I can find one that is in a piece of shit I want to get a hatchback or an SUV is what I want I don't want to truck and I don't want a car anymore like as long as it's a car with a hatchback I'm fine but preferably I'd rather get an SUV we still feel happy that I have my own car again
2020-08-13 00:45:44 +0000 UTC View PostI think once I learn how to just detach from my emotions and..
I think once I learn how to just detach from my emotions and feelings from other people and start just focussing on me things will get better but that's what I really lacking. I don't know how to do those things and that's why I'm literally suffering really hard from this. it's basically like I need somebody to hurt me so fucking bad before I can just not want to seal anymore but I don't think that's going to be good for me mentally doing that as well but I'm just very appreciative to have you guys around and being there to listen to me and at least you don't have to put up with me and real-life so at least it all works out right 🤷♀️
2020-08-13 00:42:59 +0000 UTC View PostWhat's up with me looking like animals all the time? This t..
What's up with me looking like animals all the time? This time I look like a frog 🐸 ribbit . Lil sad froggy lol
2020-08-13 00:40:48 +0000 UTC View Post