I think once I learn how to just detach from my emotions and..
Added 2020-08-13 00:42:59 +0000 UTCI think once I learn how to just detach from my emotions and feelings from other people and start just focussing on me things will get better but that's what I really lacking. I don't know how to do those things and that's why I'm literally suffering really hard from this. it's basically like I need somebody to hurt me so fucking bad before I can just not want to seal anymore but I don't think that's going to be good for me mentally doing that as well but I'm just very appreciative to have you guys around and being there to listen to me and at least you don't have to put up with me and real-life so at least it all works out right 🤷♀️
