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I definitely need to get a counsellor or therapist. I need t..

I definitely need to get a counsellor or therapist. I need to find my heth card over the next few days and I seriously need some help. I really hope I can actually get one. I really need to learn how to just turn emotional switches off and on and learn to care about myself I stead of everyone else and learn not how to not be attached. I'm literally going to be a mess for a long time if I don't see someone to go me get through this

2020-08-12 22:59:31 +0000 UTC View Post

Like why does my whole life come crashing down after I come ..

Like why does my whole life come crashing down after I come back from Jamie's. I thought things were good and things were okay. I thought the Reddit problem was the end of the world but then all my personal home life problems just literaly go and turn in to Chernobyl. And I'm just supposed to pretend like everything's okay when. I know so much more then they think I know which makes it so hard for me to pretend like I know nothing cause I can't do anything about it. I just wish I had better coping mechanisms or I wasn't I wasn't the way I am. This is why I can not be in a relationship even though that's what I'm basically making this out to be. I cant even cope with this shit going on. People just don't understand how much this is hurting me. But it shouldn't even hurt me at all. I wish I wasnt in this situation. But I'm literally stuck in the for the next 4 years. Unless say literaly shit hits the fan but I literally have no means to be able to afford to leave. It would t be hard to de with all this if I knew how to cope with this and literally just care about and focus on my life. Bit literaly I can y stop worrying about everyone else and what their doing. I know that's not healthy but people just don't understand my situation

2020-08-12 20:01:35 +0000 UTC View Post

I wish I could just escape all this . I look like a fucking ..

I wish I could just escape all this . I look like a fucking mess. Because I am a fucking mess. This is what no sleep crying looking like because I keep dreaming about this shit to. U literally can't escape this pain. Im not always beautiful that's for sure. I'm an ugly crier. I literally wish I could just hide all my emotions or have none to begin with. I don't know how to pretend like I'm not hurt and that everything is okay. I do t know how people can just live their lives like that when all I want is to be reassured that I'm even still welcome here. Feeling completely trapped in a situation I have no control over

2020-08-12 19:50:39 +0000 UTC View Post

This is so fucking embarrassing. I can't even go to the stor..

This is so fucking embarrassing. I can't even go to the store and return my phone without having a breakdown in the store. I'm literally sitting here in the store crying like a fucking loser. I just can't take this pain . People won't stop staring at the purple and green haired girl crying in Superstore .

2020-08-12 19:19:44 +0000 UTC View Post

How do you pretend like everything it's okay when it's not?

2020-08-12 19:14:23 +0000 UTC View Post

I wish I could handle life's battles better then I do curren..

I wish I could handle life's battles better then I do currently

2020-08-12 01:27:22 +0000 UTC View Post

this is going to sound super lame but you guys give me my se..

this is going to sound super lame but you guys give me my serotonin and I swear to God on here and on Reddit I couldn't be any more grateful to have you guys in my fucking life I swear to God because when I have these moments at home when my life is just fucking crashing down and things that home end up happening because he got it there's always people that have problems at home everybody does but it's because I'm such an introverted fucking loser that can't go out in real life because it's literally super hard for me and my stuck in mental health to deal with me, it makes me feel great that I have all you guys I love and support me and I can be myself on the internet you can love or hate me it's the wrong choice. I love that everybody on the internet loves me but everybody in real life just fucking hates me or at least that's what it feels like at times and how I'm treated a lot of times but it is what it is sometimes you just got to take the cards that are dealt to you. I just want to say thank you thank you everybody who actually believes in me and loves me for me I know 9 times out of 10 it's just for my body but whatever as long as you're nice about it not treat me like shit like 90% of other people doing my life thank you for that. That's all I wanted to say thank you forgiving me my serotonin ♥️

2020-08-11 22:30:57 +0000 UTC View Post

Sorry I've been a little bit distant last few days. I wasn't..

Sorry I've been a little bit distant last few days. I wasn't really going to bring it up and I don't really want to talk about it but it's just been having a few issues at home just with everyone around here so it's just been a pretty awkward, depressing, battle with the roommates the last few days. Sometimes I think about trying to get my own place again but there's just so many things that make it difficult for me to do that and promises that have been made and shit but it's hard when you're alone and don't have friends and you know you get attached and latch on to the people that are closest to you and then a lot of the times you guys fucking hate each other and want to rip each other's throat so shut down it's just hard when you're a fucken have mental health issues and are alone in an introvert and just makes things hard and I feel like I'm just looking literally making no sense and blabbing right now so I'm just going to leave it at that and that's just why I've been really talkative the last few days on here but I guess I'm slowly going to have to start working on myself and learning how to be more alone even though I live with people so yeah...

2020-08-11 20:47:48 +0000 UTC View Post

Yaaaay my speak finally went through and I got my u/Gracie_G..

Yaaaay my speak finally went through and I got my u/Gracie_Greyy Reddit account back ! I'm going to keep the newest one I just made us another backup account. Still have yet to get a response back regarding my account that I'm still locked out of from fucking several months ago but hey I can't complain I got one account back! Posted my ID and did everything that I can to hopefully prevent fucking angry Karen's reporting me but just got to take things day by day

2020-08-11 20:44:44 +0000 UTC View Post

Keeping the neighbourhood safe one orgasm at a time! Cuz tha..

Keeping the neighbourhood safe one orgasm at a time! Cuz that's what Superman does

2020-08-09 23:04:39 +0000 UTC View Post

Do you like The view back there?

2020-08-09 23:02:43 +0000 UTC View Post

I made a new Reddit account. u/Gracie-Greyy. Well I'm actua..

I made a new Reddit account. u/Gracie-Greyy. Well I'm actually have that account made for a while I've been making backup accounts when I make new account so they can age because I'm sure you all know that a lot of the subreddits don't want you posting them up here Reddit age is really new song this one's like 72 days old something around that. This time I posted a sent a picture of my driver's license and I made more backup accounts just in case to be prepared because literally if they're going to fucking do this to me I'm just going to keep coming back he's fucking time. YOU CAN'T KEEP ME AWAY REDDIT! EVERYONE LOVES ME TOO MUCH! AND I LOVE YOU ALL TOO MUCH BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE THE BEE'S KNEES THAT FOLLOW ME AND YOU GUYS AREN'T PEOPLE THAT HARASS ME FOR LOOKING THE WAY I DO !

2020-08-09 23:01:56 +0000 UTC View Post

not sure if I'm going to have like a personal vendetta again..

not sure if I'm going to have like a personal vendetta against Velma now or if I'm going to have like a love-hate relationship with her now or if I'm going to love her more now because that's I don't know I don't know how to feel about Velma anymore

2020-08-08 02:46:25 +0000 UTC View Post

the funniest thing I keep thinking about it as who would hav..

the funniest thing I keep thinking about it as who would have thunk that the Velma cosplay would have been the elephant and picture that got my Reddit account permanently suspended? Who were the song and you literally it was on the girls with glasses sub got it got reported but like on my accounts that I had fucking like 7002 13,000 votes with numerous fucking reports all the time and got suspended then but I don't even think I got a fucking even 1000 upvotes on my girls with glasses subreddit with the Velma cosplay and that's what I got the private message from Reddit saying that I was permanently suspended because of that post on that subreddit I'm just fucking blown away

2020-08-08 02:45:47 +0000 UTC View Post

So I told myself that I was going to clean but I think I'm j..

So I told myself that I was going to clean but I think I'm just going to get high and watch some YouTube videos about water on Mars and whatever rabbit hole I fall into on YouTube. Maybe I'll clean after I don't know not in the right headspace

2020-08-08 02:09:42 +0000 UTC View Post

Eating some potato skins. What's your favourite kind of food..

Eating some potato skins. What's your favourite kind of food you get from the pub? Or just what's your favourite kind of food in general I'm legitimately curious to know what people enjoy eating?

2020-08-08 01:50:23 +0000 UTC View Post

I'm sad because I wasted my last day not being able to make ..

I'm sad because I wasted my last day not being able to make content because I was having a breakdown. And so many things I wanted to make still

2020-08-07 22:31:20 +0000 UTC View Post

That's me, before my bad luck kicked in 😅😞

2020-08-07 22:26:36 +0000 UTC View Post

I literally give up. I wake up today to my Reddit account pe..

I literally give up. I wake up today to my Reddit account permanently suspended because they said I'm a min0r even though I'm fucking NOT . I'm 28 years fucking old and I'm going to fucking start suing people. Literally the fucking mental in physical stress that this is putting me through because people fucking keep reporting me for being a minor when I'm fucking not this is literally affecting my career my income my job. Like I'm literally bawling my fucking eyes out right now and they're not fucking appealing it and they said if I make a new account they're just going to fucking suspend that one too and it's like I'm not even doing anything fuking wrong I'm not breaking any rules. I'm 10 years older the legal age to even be on these sites that I'm still getting fucking harassed. I've literally sucked if I can't promote on Reddit anymore I literally have nothing I'm going to be able to fucking gain any subscribers it is written is my only fucking platform but I can actually fucking promote myself and make subscribers. Fucking Twitter is garbage can't fucking makeup Susan graver for the life of me on there it is just don't fucking freeloaders. And there's nothing else literally I have game everything I have no because of Reddit the new Reddit is fucking destroying me. I'm literally bawling my eyes out I feel so sick like I could puke I have so much anger and sadness built up inside me I don't know what to do and they're not appealing it

2020-08-06 20:30:51 +0000 UTC View Post