I wish I could just escape all this . I look like a fucking ..
Added 2020-08-12 19:50:39 +0000 UTCI wish I could just escape all this . I look like a fucking mess. Because I am a fucking mess. This is what no sleep crying looking like because I keep dreaming about this shit to. U literally can't escape this pain. Im not always beautiful that's for sure. I'm an ugly crier. I literally wish I could just hide all my emotions or have none to begin with. I don't know how to pretend like I'm not hurt and that everything is okay. I do t know how people can just live their lives like that when all I want is to be reassured that I'm even still welcome here. Feeling completely trapped in a situation I have no control over
