Like why does my whole life come crashing down after I come ..
Added 2020-08-12 20:01:35 +0000 UTCLike why does my whole life come crashing down after I come back from Jamie's. I thought things were good and things were okay. I thought the Reddit problem was the end of the world but then all my personal home life problems just literaly go and turn in to Chernobyl. And I'm just supposed to pretend like everything's okay when. I know so much more then they think I know which makes it so hard for me to pretend like I know nothing cause I can't do anything about it. I just wish I had better coping mechanisms or I wasn't I wasn't the way I am. This is why I can not be in a relationship even though that's what I'm basically making this out to be. I cant even cope with this shit going on. People just don't understand how much this is hurting me. But it shouldn't even hurt me at all. I wish I wasnt in this situation. But I'm literally stuck in the for the next 4 years. Unless say literaly shit hits the fan but I literally have no means to be able to afford to leave. It would t be hard to de with all this if I knew how to cope with this and literally just care about and focus on my life. Bit literaly I can y stop worrying about everyone else and what their doing. I know that's not healthy but people just don't understand my situation
