Part of my monthly routine with Zero is for him to check!! ..
Part of my monthly routine with Zero is for him to check!!
It can be quite humiliating for him sometimes if I leave a mess on his face! π
Part of my monthly routine with Zero is for him to check!!
It can be quite humiliating for him sometimes if I leave a mess on his face! π
How Zero spends the vast majority of his time...
2024-04-25 10:11:23 +0000 UTC View PostI am not only proud of how far I've come with his ass.... but his gag reflex too!!
I have worked consistently on his throat with my fingers, dildos, even food! It is one of the things I enjoy most when relaxing at the end of the day... TV on, Zero bound... just working on his gag training... in and out... while I concentrate on other things...
When we first started, Zero would gag almost immediately when something touched his tongue - now look at him! A proper cock sucking slut!!
I love having a slave husband! Zero has become very good at massages over the years! This, combined with some orgasms for me, set me up on a great start to my day today! He then shuffled off to work while I sat and enjoyed my coffee before going shopping.
2024-04-19 21:55:42 +0000 UTC View PostWorking on Zero's hole is a passion project. I am consistent with it and I enjoy the process. Its pretty impressive how far it's come in the last year alone! In another year I know we'll be onto the next round of even bigger toys from these ones too and this will become his every day butt plug (his current silver every day butt plug used to be the big one!) π€
2024-04-18 22:04:39 +0000 UTC View PostI've never missed three videos a week, every week, since I started this channel! I don't intent to slow down either. I train my husband every day, all day unless he is working so I have so much to show you guys!
Running a real full time FLR, keeping a slave, isn't just pegging, or pain, or servitude - its everything! A fully rounded lifestyle that includes the variety I show you (and some I can't).
So even though certain buzz words do better from an engagement perspective I always try and show you a true peek into my life. But I don't have enough time to show you everything, I pick the bits I think are interesting to film - but you can vote below if you think I need to show more of a topic and I'll keep it in mind π€
And feel free to comment your appreciation for my work under this post - I've been told I produce a lot of good content compared to others out there so say thank you...
Your next video will be posted later today.
As it gets closer to Zero's release... I thought I'd have a little fun with it! You know how much I enjoy teasing him & fucking with his head!
Does he know when he's being milked? I still don't think he does! π
Oh - the cat o' nine tails is one of my new purchases - I enjoyed trying it out!
I went shopping and got some new latex and toys today! Watch out for that stuff in the coming week or two! π€
2024-04-15 19:20:40 +0000 UTC View PostI know some people won't really get this video! I have some more brutal stuff planned for next week...
But, THIS is a level of cruelty far beyond stretch pegging or whips etc. This is actually genius level torment. Making him so carefully study every crease and fold of my shiny, wet, post-orgasm pussy when he hasn't come for about 4 months is probably as painful as things can get for Zero.
I was thinking of keeping his mitts on hence why I had a big marker pen handy for him to use - but in the end I wanted him to be able to at least try and focus on the detail a little. I'm surprised with what he created actually! Although he did have the perfect muse.
I'm thinking of auctioning this. A beautiful subject and created on my channel - I think there is something a little unique about that. If I don't, I'll frame it and keep it in Zero's office π€
Had a busy couple of days training Zero as I've made him book some time off work. I love when I have him 24 hours a day without him being distracted by work - I make sure I'm pampered and he remembers his place, that's for sure! π€
2024-04-12 08:04:18 +0000 UTC View PostFrom time to time I love to truly stretch Zero's ass and test how far he has progressed with his new toys!
Honestly, I see progress every time I try. It's only a matter of time til that huge strapon & the biggest buttplug are fully sunk!
Little regular exercises like this help Zero to obey my commands without thinking.
he is far from perfect (yet).... but if I think where his mindset was just a few years ago and where it is now it's a huge shift! I will get him to the point where he will obey my voice impeccably regardless of what he might be physically going through. Little steps - but the journey to creating the perfect slave continuesπ€
Having someone sit on your face is fun right? Well, after genuine enforced chastity for years, being soooo close - but yet impossibly far is soul destroying haha. Zero both loves and hates me sitting on his face. I just love it, so it's a daily activity π€
2024-04-06 22:06:34 +0000 UTC View PostI'm in the mood to write one of my little articles for next week. What would you want to hear more honest detail about? π€
2024-04-05 21:11:48 +0000 UTC View PostA pretty chilled afternoon for Zero and I. This is more like a normal evening for us if he isn't due a punishment or if I'm not in the mood to peg him.π€
2024-04-04 21:06:16 +0000 UTC View PostWeek 3 Weigh In: 125kg!!!
Well, his weight is slowly creeping back up!
I obviously need to correct this. The locks are still in place but I'm going to step up his fitness regime. More running, more swimming, more time on the bike... back to dry porridge and a special addition...
I'll punish him this week obviously, and I'll film it. He needs more motivation, clearly.
So I did let Zero clean a melted Cadburys cream egg out of my ass with his tongue this weekend in the end - so don't be overly concerned for him, I do treat him occasionally!
Speaking of treats, he is due a milking. The last time was around Christmas. Now its one of my biggest missions to make him hate his own release over the next year or two. My end goal is to train him to not want to cum at all. I consider it phase 2, Zero coming to terms with the fact his genitals just don't do him any good. Infact they are a negative for him... I want him to resent them.
Anyway I'll make sure he doesn't enjoy it and eats the mess of course. Should be done by the end of the month when I feel like it's the right moment. π€
Experimenting with sounding for the first time ever in this video! I really enjoyed it!! As it was the first time, I used baby tools and didn't go too far to ensure I didn't damage Zero. However, now I know I like it I'll be making this a regular part of his life! Something about knowing he's going through that stretching feeling in multiple spots was really fun for me.
I like the idea of getting a really fancy, custom made set of sounding tools so they feel special to use. I'll have to start researching!
I feel a nurses outfit coming on to get into some devious experimentation... π€
Be honest, do you think you could live Zero's life?
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I see Zero's existence, his suffering, like a representation of his love for me. It's more romantic than any poem, love story or gesture.
Some people look upon the way I train my husband with horror - but it's about love really...π€
Oh, and happy Easter. I love chocolate. For every $10 tip of this post I'll buy myself Easter chocolate. For every $15 tip of this post I'll buy myself Easter Chocolate and get Zero a Cadbury's cream egg.π£
Sex time for Zero! Well, as close as he gets anyway! This made me cum so so hard! You can't see the look in his eyes when I'm sat on top of him looking down, but I'm looking into the soul of a very frustrated creature.
Zero was a little grumpy after this - it's subtle but just a half second delay in responding to me etc. He sometimes gets like this when its been a few months since he's cum and I'm teasing him. So I'm going to hurt him tomorrow to straighten him out a bit.
If he improves, and I mean perfect behaviour, I'll let him suck a Cadburys cream egg out of my ass. I'll pop it in and go for a walk with it around the local park to melt it down in there first.π€
Week 2 Weigh In: 124kg
That's half a kilo of weight gained!!! Considering Zero is over 6ft there are going to be fluctuations...and I don't view it as a huge violation against my weight loss plan for him. However, this is definitely a step backwards, so he will still be punished nonetheless!
Get yourself comfy because this one is quite a ride! This is one of my happy places: Zero can't hear. He can't see. Darkness. His only sensation of the world around him is what I allow him to feel. He doesn't know what will happen to him or for how long. Its very subtle, but I love the little reactions when he realises what he's about to go through in any given moment...
Zero was in this bound state for about 2 hours before I started filming, about 2.5 whilst I filmed and about 2 hours after I finished filming. About 6.5 hours over all.
After I came back up stairs for bed later, I took his hood, blindfold and ear blockers out and told him he wasn't to speak, just to put me to bed in silence. He just nodded, so I untied the rest of him and watched as he put away the leather and chains before getting my toothbrush ready. π€
Big video I'm trying to get edited for tonight! I think you're going to like it but it's going to be close to a feature length film at this rate. I'm trying to edit it down a bit!
Let's just say Zero suffered for me for a long time π€
You know I've never used the fucking machine on myself. I'm thinking about it - and making Zero watch of course! Do you think that would be a good tease for him? Let me know!
I have a fun idea to make it into a game for Zero too. Tip this post if you want me to record it! π€
It's one of the MOST fun routines I have with Zero! You know, he was always left feeling humiliated when I used to make him lick & taste my sweat, but now he sees it as a treat, a way to serve me. And I love pushing these boundaries, how far I can use my body to tease, punish, humiliate and train him!
2024-03-25 17:23:09 +0000 UTC View PostI'm in the mood to express myself and I've decided to use Zero's body to do that. I'm going to test his limits today for sure. I can only imagine the pathetic little sounds he's going to make haha. I'll try and film it and if it's interesting I'll post it this coming week at some point. π€
2024-03-24 09:48:02 +0000 UTC View PostI've bought a microphone, so if I can work out how to use it the audio on my interview videos might be a lot clearer! π€
2024-03-23 20:05:28 +0000 UTC View PostSleeping in my bed is the ultimate privilege. One of the reasons Zero accepts his training is for the blessing of sleeping in a bed next to my warm, soft body. So when I take that gift away it really teaches him a lesson - I tend to reserve making him sleep in the garage for serious offences. Not making my bed in the morning to a high standard in itself isn't the worst skipped chore - but the mindset that he didn't have to bother is a huge transgression! Its such a basic thing! He'll remember to make the bed for the foreseeable future, trust me...π€
2024-03-23 11:03:06 +0000 UTC View PostMy feet were aching after all that shopping! I had Zero wash me shortly after this and he spent most of the evening nursing my feet back to health!π€
2024-03-22 18:39:12 +0000 UTC View Post