Instead of saying, “I am sorry I left so abruptly,” I want to say, “Thank you for giving me time when I suddenly needed to be quiet.”
Instead of saying, “I wish I hadn’t missed so many weeks with you”, I want to say, “I can’t wait to spend more weeks together.”
Instead of saying, “Life is so hard,” I want to say, “Every day I learn something new about how to better myself.”
Instead of saying, “I have a new daily post for you to see,” I want to say, “It’s fun for me to leave opportunities for you to experience a little part of my life with me.”
Instead of saying, “It feels good to be confident in my panties,” I should have said, “It is a rush for me share with you and I really enjoy it.”
Instead of saying, “Well, I have to get to work now,” I want to say, “Another opportunity for me to shine in the world is waiting, so for now I have to go.”
Instead of saying, “I hope you all never leave,” I want to say, “I appreciate the time you have spent supporting me and value our connection.”
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Oh, and I did include another riddle 🤓 Instead of saying, “I’m such a dork,” I want to say, “I hope I always find a way to make you smile.”
I used to believe that good things happen to good people. It’s not that they can’t, but being good doesn’t guarantee anything good to come. The truth is that the universe doesn’t make fair trades. That fact doesn’t devalue goodness, but it makes the reality that life isn’t fair a little easier to handle to be honest with ourself that life can be hard, a bit unjust, but still be ok.
We have a choice to look up or look down. We can take breaks to catch our breath when needed, then when we are ready we move on and do a little more good, we can get back to it. My advice to myself is to consider that doing good is enough and still worth the effort even when a measurable reward is hard to locate because somewhere along the line the good mattered for me and for something… even when I don’t feel it, it must be so.
Goodness, I didn’t mean to disappear for so long, but y’all know my work can be all consuming. It’s been a busy month, but it felt like time for me to share a little sunshine again … hopefully I’m a little caught up and can find time again to be here a little more often. It’s not fun to get so lost in work that you miss out on the bright spots of life. Yes, I think this place and my fans are bright spots. I might have a backwards way of showing it sometimes, but just as your life has made you the way you are, so has mine.
You guys ARE a bright spot in my life and I missed being around ☀️ hopefully I still have some fans who were wishing for my return. 💜🤞🏻
I was not too shocked with how many of my fans knew the answer to yesterday’s riddle. Clearly, by your presence here, you all are wise and made good choices in life. 🥰😘
It won’t be too long until I can put some color back on my porch, but the neutral landscape of winter is important. If we had bright colors around us all the time we may develop a tolerance to their astounding vibrancy and we wouldn’t want that … ☁️🌥️🌸🌼🌷
Now, let’s see who gets today’s riddle correct …🎥 😋
I am always looking for a way to climb higher … if we aren’t trying to be better or to do better, then what is the point? We can’t do better until we know better, but if we are learning, then we are climbing, and I always want to find a way to elevate my life.
There are no ceilings outside and I’ve felt trapped before, but never when I get outside and have nothing above me but the open sky. ☁️☀️⭐️
Hopefully you all can agree with me that there is something at least a little impressive about a girl who embraces strength, reaches for her dreams, tirelessly attempts to improve her status, and maintains an overall goal for lifting up others as she develops a life she’s proud of, content with, and excited to share with the world around her. 💜 I can do it and you can too!
I am always exited to share when I have completed another challenge! 😉 What’s even more exciting is that there’s always another one waiting for me and I’m always looking forward to what may come next. 💪🏻🤩
This place is my little haven of life and my fans are my motivation. Thank you for believing in me … I feel the energy and I’m not pulling back. 💜💜💜 Yes, I’m complicated and real and flawed, but I’m amazing too and so are you for being here with me. 🙃 https://of.tv/v/kzGqJ
It’s time to go back to having a purpose and a plan with daily videos. Sure, winging a little fun can be exciting for a while, but we all like and need some structure if we want to maintain anything long term. After all, structure gives us the basis for a sturdy perspective, strength to withstand the wind and changing seasons of life. My strength and resilience have increased with age and structures do evolve whether we want them to or not.
Today I made a leap to breach a topic that is controversial, unknown, and for me, it has become exceedingly intriguing and something I ponder about often.
I’ve also asked a riddle and I’d love to know your guess … or maybe you already know the answer? 😉💜🥰
The grass is greening up and summer is around the corner … I’m looking forward to tan lines and wet bikinis ☀️👙💜
Southern weather is such a tease … I know it’s going to be cold again before spring arrives, but I enjoy these days that give a preview to what will eventually come ⛱️🌞
I hope you all have felt a little Valentine love this weekend. ❤️🩷💜💘
Love is all around us … I watched it this morning while Opal lovingly licked along Gus’ as they snuggled in my bed, while two cardinals twirled around each other in the cedar tree near my arena, and when Astro nudged at Little J across the fence. I felt love in the soft gust of wind against my cheek, the tingling sensation of my hair brushing against my skin, and in the gentle muzzles covered with velvety hair that tenderly press my cheek every day. I heard love in the songs played for me by nature moving through my wind chimes, the soft purrs of my cats when I passed them in the barn, and in hooves thundering across the ground to greet me.
Love always surrounds us, ready to be seen, felt, and heard. 💨💜🕊️💜🐈⬛💜🦮💜🐎💜😘 What a lovely Sunday for love. ❤️🩷💜
I did mention a Valentine’s video, didn’t I? If you want to experience a little Valentine style evening with me, well, then this is for you 😉
The night starts with me in a pretty blue gown, but you’ll get to see me enjoy a couple of Valentine treats, model a cute new teddy, and showcase some beautiful roses against my body. 🩷 🌹 ❤️
It’s an honor to be here and to spend it with you all. 💘
Thank you for giving me so much of your time and attention. I know life is precious, time is priceless, and not everyone gets to feel the energy and smitten endearment I feel towards my fans. 💜💝💜
May you all feel the love in life a little deeper today and growing stronger with each passing minute of your being. 🥰😘🤗
What a great day to see some of the beauty in life, to make a point to send someone a special message, and to share some love with the world around you! 😍
If you can handle the heat there is another set of these pics available upon request 🔥😉 and maybe a video to come later too …
I like when I take off a layer .. it makes me feel sexy to get to be a tease… oh, I also like it when I make myself sparkle like I did in the second video. ✨✨💖✨✨
It does feel good to be back able to talk to you guys … if you missed my rambling, well, here I am … rambling and rolling around. 💜🤭💖
One of the hardest things I’ve never been good at it is convincing my brain and mouth of my worth. My heart has never doubted my integrity and it has always only ever intended to help, serve, love, and nurture a life designed for purpose and a greater good, but my brain often lets doubt creep in. My brain can sometimes ask questions that my heart wishes she would ignore, my brain can overthink my flaws, tarnish my plan, and cause my heart unjust concern. I’ve learned that my mouth affects my brain … the things I say of myself, to others, and even whisper into the air. When I can speak most openly of the good in the world, then my brain more easily focuses on the good in me too. It’s my own personal form of positive reinforcement for a positive life …. This is how it works … I’ll show you:
Check out the way my eyes sparkle when I smile. I know I have beautiful eyes that share a story about love and living. I have eyes with shades of emerald like the trees, lined by chestnut browns that match the glistening coat of wild horses shining below the desert sun, and they are adorned with yellow specks that glow like stars from the sky. When I find things about myself to admire, then I find things about the world around me to admire too.
We all have these shades of nature within us. I hope your self reflection helps you love yourself a little deeper so that you too can always find a little more love to share. 💜🥰
Sometimes when a girl is getting over the flu she can suddenly feel well enough to get up in the middle of the night, try on some lingerie, and pour herself a glass of wine before going back to bed. Would you have enjoyed catching me up and wearing this? I’m still making my Valentine’s Day plans and hope you’re going to let me be a part of yours. ❤️💘🩷
Plus, that wiggle is guaranteed to make you smile 🥰
"Take heart, gentle soul, you may not be like the rest of them, but you are still whole." –Morgan Harper Nichols
Surely you’ve noticed that with these smart phones Google likes to give us articles on the home page pertaining to things we search for. I can always tell about whatever I’ve been obsessing over because Google lets me know. 😆
Recently I’ve had articles on horoscopes and constellations, which is likely due to me searching for info about the recent parade of planets. I also almost always have an article from “country living” because I click on them a lot…. I enjoy seeing their articles, which are typically centered around life in the country. 🙃
Today one of the articles I had was on “self love quotes to remind you of how great you are.” I took time to read through them and they made me stop to think about how great we all are. One of my favorite ones was this one, "Every one of us needs to show how much we care for each other and, in the process, care for ourselves." –Diana, Princess of Wales
Princess Diana was making a point of how much we can help each other. By helping someone else we help ourselves. We are social creatures and that means we really were designed for social interactions. 💜
Oh, and this was a good one too: "You can never leave footprints that last if you are always walking on tiptoe." –Leymah Gbowee 👆🏻🥰💜 I’m always working on this one… trying to plant my feet 👣
"Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead." -Louisa May Alcott
I try to keep faith that my highest aspirations are attainable, but even if they aren’t they seem like a fine thing to focus on. 💜
Ru has a scar on his lower left eyelid that was listed as a reason for his availability when I found him fresh “off the track” and up for adoption. He was in need of a new start and forever home. He had a history of racetrack injuries and carpal surgery that would limit his performance career, but he was described as kind, big bodied, and polite. He was pretty plain without any flashy markings and easy to overlook, but he caught me eye. I didn’t need for him to be a show horse as I already had one I was using for that, but I needed a horse I could ride on a loose rein for pleasure on a slow day. One who wouldn’t need to feel the confinement of arena fencing to keep a quiet mind. I needed a horse who could carry me away from the hustle and bustle of life and enjoy the quiet of a leisurely stroll. Ru was perfect for me and his scar reminds me of the life he had before, but it might also be my favorite thing about him. After all, his scar may very well be the thing that helped lead him to me.
Good morning … what a beautiful foggy Friday 🌫️☀️ Today feels like a nice morning to get ready with you, tote you along for chores, then bring you back inside because sometimes multiple pairs of panties can be needed in one morning.🐎🤷🏼♀️🤭
Ooooh, I saw things that aren’t usually shown of mine in that video…. 😍
The way I turn a regular day into a great day starts first thing in the morning. First, I slow down. By taking minutes to watch the sunrise I create a moment that brings me joy before the day has even started good. Second, I take time to feel. By letting my skin soak in a little sunlight and by feeling the serenity of the quiet setting of my life. Thirdly, I acknowledge these universal gifts that give peace to my life. I share them with you all who seem to not only enjoy my little life too, but who also enjoy giving me even more reasons to feel good.
Thank you for sharing time with me. ☀️💜 Thanks for providing me abundantly more positive and jovial moments too. 😚💋
I’ve been thinking about how lots of people wait around for some big break or fail to take action towards working towards an idea that feels like it could be worthy of achieving. Numerous people sit back and only ever hope for their life to change. Many will begin to make an effort, but many more will turn back when the terrain gets too rough. Those who press on in the face of adversity, who navigate a way over or around the obstacles, well, let’s face it, they aren’t guaranteed to find whatever it is they are searching for when the hunt is for an unknown outcome with the prize evolving over time; however, I must believe those who are doing and seeking are much more apt to fulfill the earthly dreams they chase.
I’ve made it over and around some large obstacles and I’ve become acutely aware of how I have found help and been given help (even when it wasn’t sought) along the way. Some of my help has been with me for most of my life and some of it has come from some of the most peculiar places and unexpected people.
I hope I get to pay it forward for a long time, to always remember that we are all out here hoping and seeking. None of us just sitting … it takes effort to be here. That’s all… I just wanted to tell you that you’re taking steps. I see them. You’re journeying and I’m proud to be journeying along with you. 💜
Will you share a smile and nod to the next person you see today? They might need it and it’s more likely to help them make that next step to feel your little nod of encouragement.
The sun has gifted me with another sunrise and today I felt the need to share the wealth.
This daily promise of the sunrise continuously rises to envelop the world with warmth, despite its struggles. I can feel it, but when I take to time to see it, my day flourishes with gratitude and my spirit thrives with faith that growth will continue for us all. ☀️🧘🏼♀️💜🌾🥰
Sunlight is the gold that is necessary for true enrichment of our lives.
A hint of leather, the familiar buckles of tack, an evening fire… it shouldn’t be surprising that such refined and equestrian inspired, sheer-lace intimates would make me feel this sexy … 🔥
After this share you all may want every single video of mine to always be done in the evening…? 🤭 Something about the night just gives a different ambience from the day. The sensuality of the darkened sky must be connected to the vibrant spectacles of stars; I’ve known for a long time that they are connected to me, but now you can know and see how too. ✨💜
Y’all didn’t know I’d put something this good on my wall, did you? 😍 Sometimes a girl just has to put herself out there showcasing she can be a viable contender too. 😏 At the same time I don’t have to prove anything, so yes, I still have limits to what I’ll share.
A woman like me knows there is power in leaving some want for more. 😉😘
Your POV if you’d been marking pasture lines with me at sunset. 🥰
If we can keep our vision focused on growth, our goals, and how to live harmoniously with those around us, then I believe our view should direct us right towards the next adventure on our horizon. 🐎🌅
Today’s video comes to you from me from my hay fields, which are soon to be pastures! 💜🐎🩷
Yay for new fencing, sunshine, Sunday, and you all. 🥰😘
There is something about having a project going that makes the days feel full and gratifying. Transforming my property over several years has been a true labor of love. This undertaking of transitioning my hay fields into pastures means carefully considering how I want to lay out the cross fencing, then building the fences while considering water runoff, gate placement, plumbing, and equipment access.
It absolutely takes up most of my “free time” to have my farm, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. 🩷🐎💜 #thelifeofahorsegirl
