I might be a bit quiet today I'm going through a lot of stuf..
Added 2020-06-09 16:48:37 +0000 UTCI might be a bit quiet today I'm going through a lot of stuff right now. literally just my luck when things start going good there's always something that has to come and fuck it all up. First thing - just found out that my laptop is has finally shit the bed and is broken now, and definitely can't afford to get a new one right now after all the money I spent on doing my room Second - I've been noticing a lot of funny shit going on with all my accounts and I've gotten locked out of Reddit I got locked out of Twitter I've gotten so many fucked up emails and phone calls and weird shit going on in my phone so I'm pretty sure I have like malware or I've been hacked or something because I have a lot of suspicious logins and this is literally been going on since I've gotten locked into my Reddit account. so I don't even know what to do about that Third - I've had this lump in my neck under my ear for the last few years and I don't have insurance to be able to go see a doctor or go get it checked out so I kind of just said fuck it and I haven't done anything about it trying not to freak myself out about it but I was thinking it's cancer ( lymphoma ) for a while because it's a really hard lymph node in my neck under my ear and it's really hard and it's literally been there for like 3 years. But it's all of a sudden just started hurting really bad and it's literally made my whole ear turn as red as a fucking tomato. The first picture shows the comparison how my right ear is not even red at all but my left ear is fucking super red and throbbing. . The whole left side of my neck is is in so much pain and now I have an earache and headache from it.. I'm just a fucking mess today I'm sorry ðŸ˜
