I have to rent an airbnb on Tuesday and Wednesday so I'm goi..

I have to rent an airbnb on Tuesday and Wednesday so I'm going to have to look tonight and probably booked the room. it sucks because the one that I originally wanted is booked now and I can't get it for the days and it sucks because I wanted to rent an airbnb for September anyways to make content but I wanted to do it at my own pace my own time the days I want to find the one that I want the nicest but now like I might even just save up and rent a really fucking Kickin chicken once for October like literally save like a fucking grand and literally make a whole few days of it because share my room is cute for content and stuff but I'm very diverse and I get bored very fast and very easy and I just have all these ideas in my mind and I wish I lived in a mansion so I just literally make all the content in the world but that's why they called dreams what are we talking about I wouldn't live in a mansion I'm so fucking Messi I'd have to hire a maid but anyways I'm probably going to end up renting an airbnb in September and October again anyways probably end up renting one every month because why the fuck not but I like my content to be diverse and different and not all the same so that's why I like making content at Jamie's or outdoors and stuff and I know I haven't really been making much content just because literally my life is just been a complete fukery the last few months like this whole Corona 2020 can fucking literally leave town I'm literally done with this year I want this year to be gone and done and over with 2021 is going to be a totally different you're it's going to be my year to shine my glow up literally I want to be living my best life by my 30th birthday I literally have 2021 to get my shit on track and by the time I'm 30 fucking guys will be literally wishing they had me. heartbreaks make you glow up and my glow up is going to be fucking on point. I don't even think I'm going to look the same anymore but like I always say you can change your appearance all you want you're still going to look the same on the inside so that's what I'm going to also do on top of it work on my inside I'm going to try and do the microdosing dabble with it for the rest of this year see if it's something I want to do in a slowly start saving up and get myself some tattoos because Matt these fake tattoos are making me want real tattoos but I need to use numbing stuff because I'm a little bit and the tattoo I have right now hurts so bad when I got it when I was 18 and I need to get it fixed and I just want to get a whole bunch of other ones but of course all the places I want to get them are like one of the painful spots on your body I think I'm going to start figuring them out but I also would like to get some people that actually design some easy tattoos for me cuz that would be really cool. eventually I'll get some piercings but those terrify me just as much as getting tattoos I really want but it's the process of the healing that scares me and I just want a little bit of oomph to my boobs I don't necessarily want them bigger I just want them more Fuller. Gonna end up working on my booty. Going to get me some Manis and pedis maybe some eyelash extensions. it literally looks the same as far as long as I can remember I'm not even kidding you when I look at pictures of me from years ago and now literally only things that have changed your most likely like my hair colour and my glasses like I look literally the same and then I see all these bitches literally looking like they've done a complete 360 and you know it I guess it takes heart breaks to fucking do it to people is now I just want to fucking do all these changes to make myself feel good