I don’t even know where to start! Oh my fucking god guys! I..
Added 2020-10-15 01:44:18 +0000 UTCI don’t even know where to start! Oh my fucking god guys! I ducking missed you all so much and I’m so sorry I’ve been gone! It was way out of my control ! I’ve had so much shit happen to me over this last while. I came back from salt spring with a thousand dollar phone bill and they cut my phone off. All my shit was compromised. Money missing from my accounts and have no idea how or where to diagnose half the shit that has happened and so much more. We cut off internet and had to get new internet from a different provider. A lot of this stuff that has happened to me has been super triggering to my mental health and I was in the right track to get better in suggest and then that shit that happened after Jamie’s and then this shit happening after salt spring I’ve just back tracked and my mental health has went to shits and to be honest I’d just much rather not talk about all this stuff that has happened cause it’s so much stuff I don’t understand and I haven’t been able to find answers and it’s taken this long already with no success and I’ve lost so many people from being gone so I’ve just threw in the towel with trying to figure this shit out and just move on and start new and just give up trying to figure it out. So I just want to move on and start fresh and hope that things just work them selves out now that I’m completely reset and have all new accounts, minus my onlyfans account. It’s my only account that’s not brand new. I’m so sorry that so many of you have lost faith in me from disappearing but It was out of my hands and I had to. I’ve lost so much already. I lost all my content I made in salt spring, all my videos. I really do appreciate everyone who has stayed and didn’t give up on me just quite yet! I’m back for the long haul! I won’t be leaving again, I can’t afford to anyways. I’m trying to download all the apps and stuff I need for all my phone and see how much past content I can retrieve from my Dropbox so that I can have content to post in the mean time while I start making all new content now since basically lost everything.
