I'm so sorry I've been dealing with alot of at home problem...

I'm so sorry I've been dealing with alot of at home problem. Their mother was here for the last serval days and tha has been a LITERAL fucking shit show. I'm sorry that I made a promise that I didn't keep. I just hope that most of you can put yourself in a person shoes like myself and understand I haven't done this with any bad intensions. I'm just a small person dealing with a whole lot of problems that I just can't handle. I wish I could take these life problems but they've put me in so much duress To much shit has been causing me alot of mental stress. To the point that I just want to move out. Which I most likely sometime early next year. so many people think it's just so easy and that my life and job is so easy that I'm just some girl that pulls pictures but it's not like that with me I'm not just some random bitch out there that post selfies cuz I'm not like I take my art very seriously and that's why I'm such a perfectionist when it comes to me making posts because I want my posts and pictures to be perfect I can't just post a picture and be fine with it I'm sure a lot of you have noticed that by now. and it's been hard to get back on my feet since resetting everything because trying to get everything back on my phone has been a shit show too and I know me living here is causing me way too much problems to even be able to work so that's a big fucking issue on my hands I know me getting my own place will make it so much easier sure me too I actually physically be able to work everyday it's so sad to say that me living here is what's causing all my fucking work problems because I'm just dealing with too much fucking shit everyday. Which causes me to leave for an unexpected amount of days at a time sometimes and I know it won't be like that when I get my own place I just hate because I've been basically obligated to stay here for five years and I don't think that's going to be able to happen and I feel like it's going to be a shit show me even trying to fucking move out of here. I just hate that I'm so small and I have to deal with so much fucking shit. I know that a shit ton of you are probably sick and tired of hearing me go on about my shitty ass life but I felt like you guys need an explanation again I just wish I knew how to deal with this shit better than I have been 😣